As of right now, I’m scheduled at my job to work a minimum of 56 hours a week, with my only day off being Monday. I know she’ll never say it but she doesn’t like being at home by herself and she doesn’t like the fact that I’m working so many hours right now. I wish i could change it but for right now i either work these hours or not work at this job. I try real hard to make time for her but i can’t help if by 9 or 10 I’m passed out on the couch. And i jusg realized tonight that it’s only gonna be worse once i start school in August. That is something i am not putting off though. I procrastinated college for 8 years post high school and i have to do this now. Im sorry for ranting, but i really dont have another outlet for venting.
Strain on the relationship.
Drinking by myself eating hot pockets for dinner and watching hgtv. Yep.
I DON'T REMEMBER A LOT OF WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT
I just remember going to bed mad.
Man, yaaw dunn up n dunn it!!!!!
This apartment is driving me crazy.
I have to get out of this town. ASAP.
I can't ever plan to do something just by myself without it getting fucked up.